Day 21: Scared

 Journal Entry (Written by Sarah) 

I didn't sleep well. Maybe it's the lack of schedule. Maybe it's the fact that everyone else is off doing all the things and I'm just trying to balance what my life even looks like now. Tomorrow I'll go to the gym with a friend. It's a new one and has lots of amenities. But I'm scared. I'm 99% sure how this will go. They will see the braces and judge me. I won't come out unscathed. I just know it. I'm praying it will be better than I think. 

I walked 8,000 steps. I did two PT at home sessions with all the things I've learned... E-Stim, Vibration Plate, the PT app. How will I know if it is enough? What do I know about rehabbing this? I really wish I lived closer to Paley. I feel like a failure.