Day 22: The Gym

 Journal Entry (Written by Sarah)

 I hate the gym. I feel so stupid for even going. I should have listened to my gut. It went exactly how I thought it would. Horribly. I didn't cry. But, I wanted to.  I thought if I got a membership, I could spend two hours there, one doing my steps and then that would be enough. 

Maybe someday the gym won't make me feel less than. The girl told me I had her and didn't need PT. She could make me strong. The girl is an idiot. Then she pushed and pushed me to sign up for the gym. When I said no, she was quite rude.

I didn't mind the old gym but, it's too far away. I will try again tomorrow to figure out a schedule. I keep praying for sleep, for peace, for answers. 

Hoping the first day of PT makes up for this hot mess express.